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Journal Entry: Sun May 11, 2008, 3:25 AM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: coworkers, tv
  • Watching: computer, news
  • Eating: nadda
  • Drinking: water
well i just want to thank everyone for their love and support on my last journal...it means alot to me...

today...is supposed to be a good day....and so far it has been one of the worst days... i am hoping that once i see my little boys smile that everything else will just melt away....it usually does.

i'm really conflicted right now...unsure what to do with myself atm.... things just arent going how i would like them to be going.
but that is life right?


i'm just hoping that something good will happen today...i know it wont...but the day isnt over so i guess that leaves that small shred of a chance.


well....happy mother's day to all the mommies out there...lots of love and thanks for all that you do <3

Before I was a Mom

I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.

I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.

I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -

I had never been puked on.

Pooped on.

Chewed on.

Peed on.

I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.

I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom

I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.

Or give shots.

I never looked into teary eyes and cried.

I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.

I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom

I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.

I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.

I never knew that I could love someone so much.

I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -

I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.

I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.

I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.

I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom -

I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.

I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache,

the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.

I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.



i love you gavin lee...thank you for all the wonderful things you have brought to me life...and for the joy you bring me each and everyday... i love you will my entire heart soul and being.....<3

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  • Current Age: 21...I AM THE DEFECTIVE SMURF MWAHAHA ow...
  • Current Residence: HeLL Tx
  • Interests: art, music, poetry, human minds. much more
  • Favourite movie: TheCrow:IW/AV:MPHolyGrail:QOTD:Labyrinth:RHPS:DonnieD
  • Favourite band or musician: NIN,Deftones,Marilyn,Rammstein,Hoobastank,Ozzy,Aerosmith,so on...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, dark classical and techno, Heavy Metal...so many others depends on mood
  • Favourite artist: MC Escher baby!!!!...and Trent<3 -hydraz a ninpho-
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe,AnneRice,Stephen King,Dean Koontz,Micheal Crichton::loves to read::
  • Favourite photographer: David...u still rnt gettin a vip pass =Þ
  • Favourite style or digital art: the gewd kind?
  • Operating System: heh ill operate you ;)
  • MP3 player of choice: the kind that plays music
  • Shell of choice: mmm taco shell...paco likes his tacos
  • Wallpaper of choice: depends on the mood eh?
  • Skin of choice: heh *thinks dirty*...URS ;)..RaWr
  • Favourite game: D&D,FF,CS,Sims,NES games!
  • Favourite gaming platform: too many
  • Favourite cartoon character: marvin-gir-taz-woodstock-stewie...too MANY DAMNIT
  • Personal Quote: 'WhO SaiD LoVe iSnT SuCh a HaRd WoRd N e WaY?'
  • Tools of the Trade: my mind...and my bum...lol jp

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~KaylaTheDamned:iconKaylaTheDamned: Apr 14, 2008, 8:42:03 AM
Thanks for the favorites!

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Cause I'm KaylaTheDamned bitch!

She wrote her name on the side of
the bullet so everyone knew that she
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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 3:28:37 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~KinkyPink:iconKinkyPink: Feb 20, 2008, 11:08:43 AM Mood: Delighted
Thank you for the fav! :gummybear:

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>Q”Imagination is more important than knowledge” [by Albert Einstein]>Q
~Stak-CT:iconStak-CT: Feb 6, 2008, 4:33:11 AM
Nice Works!

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By Stak...
~know-way-out:iconknow-way-out: Dec 20, 2007, 2:25:26 PM
Greetings Comrade! :absolut:
Sorry for lateness - Thank you for the :+fav:! :)
~Seilth:iconSeilth: Nov 8, 2007, 10:17:57 PM
i wish i could talk to you more...but cant...talk to you later...
~HyDrA9997734:iconHyDrA9997734: Nov 4, 2007, 11:00:13 PM
aww thanks, i can't wait to see your big lil guy either! [=

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~Seilth:iconSeilth: Nov 2, 2007, 7:22:39 PM
alright that is cool and i will try to keep in contact... so how have you been and that kutie of yours is a alsome little devil well talk to you later
~HyDrA9997734:iconHyDrA9997734: Oct 26, 2007, 1:10:17 PM
hey we are having phone issues atm for some gay reason, if you need to talk to me talk on here or email me...hydra.reznor@gmail.com

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~Seilth:iconSeilth: Oct 25, 2007, 11:34:26 AM
that would be great i might of found a place
~HyDrA9997734:iconHyDrA9997734: Oct 17, 2007, 10:06:15 AM
glad to hear your back! i'll note you....

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~Seilth:iconSeilth: Oct 16, 2007, 8:25:48 PM
i am back in irving...just moved back... looking for a place to move so i can bring my family back...i am glad i hear you are well and hard to get a hold of...old friend....

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*cugot12:iconcugot12: Sep 28, 2007, 5:53:13 AM Mood: Joy
Thank you so much for the :+fav:'s
~KaylaTheDamned:iconKaylaTheDamned: Sep 19, 2007, 12:22:12 PM
Hey Hydra.

Do you think you can do something cute with this picture for me??


[link]

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Cause I'm KaylaTheDamned bitch!

She wrote her name on the side of
the bullet so everyone knew that she
was the last thing running threw your
mind...
~NyteRayne428:iconNyteRayne428: Sep 8, 2007, 7:11:35 AM
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISSY HyDrA
:cake: 21!! :cake:

and here some booze :beer: :absolut:

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~NeSsA~
...oba no nukumori ni kanawunai kara...
...Even memories cannot contempt to the warmth at you side...

If Nothing Last Forever.....Will You Be My Nothing?
!scorsagra:iconscorsagra: Aug 20, 2007, 10:02:30 PM
i can see the imprevement :d

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*MyTearzRunBlack:iconMyTearzRunBlack: May 20, 2007, 10:30:50 PM
thanks for more faves! x

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One good thing about music is
When it hits you feel no pain
So hit me with music
Hit me with music now

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

~TearzStock
~KaylaTheDamned:iconKaylaTheDamned: Mar 9, 2007, 7:18:10 AM Mood: Affection
Hey Hydra,

Can you redo an image for you if I give it to you???
*MyTearzRunBlack:iconMyTearzRunBlack: Feb 17, 2007, 1:59:33 PM
thanks for the fave sweetie! x

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One good thing about music is
When it hits you feel no pain
So hit me with music
Hit me with music now

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

~TearzStock
~ZeLLzGoDDeSs:iconZeLLzGoDDeSs: Nov 19, 2006, 2:51:01 PM
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--Years gone--
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--This year no one knows--
--Because this year hasn't passed--
*MC-Frizzle:iconMC-Frizzle: Oct 2, 2006, 8:20:37 AM
:wave: Hello!

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~NyteRayne428:iconNyteRayne428: Sep 8, 2006, 8:19:14 AM
<big>HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :cake:

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~NeSsA~
...oba no nukumori ni kanawunai kara...
...Even memories cannot contempt to the warmth at you side...

If Nothing Last Forever.....Will You Be My Nothing?
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